64. The Two Roads

Every year I will questioned myself whether am I in the right path? 

Then I will say yes and give myself a strong reason why.

Now every month or almost every week, I will questioned myself the same question.

 

p/s: Is time to improve the stickman art.

63. Sharing

People like to be mystery sometimes but the thing is when you are ready to share, it is already too late. Too bad because I'm have lost my interest to listen and to know deeply. I'm not really good at waiting for the moment to come and be patient.

62. Progress Update

I have created this blog 11 years ago to write down each day of my journey.
However I seldom blog because I know my English proficiency is quite poor.

I believe my English has improved over the year.
So now I will continue my journey to write.

When I'm looking back, I really amaze how am I able to survive that long.
The only motivation that I have is to keep going ....until I find the Light.

I have a long term goals written on the top left corner at this blog.
So where am I now?

Let's start!

Data Scientist 

Initially I think the title is quite cool. I feel the world is moving in the direction to use and analyse data to benefit mankind. Currently I am taking SAS Data Science certification. I failed twice but I have passed 2 out of 5 exams. Let's hope I will continue to be motivated to finish all the exams. 

Statistician & Mathematician

I'm constantly thinking if I want to further my studies. I'm not really that smart and I don't have any research plan. Probably I will continue my studies at oversea and need to leave a lot of things behind. Decision? Not sure yet.

Inventor

If you have watched A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket before, then you must know who is Violet Baudelaire. I want to have inventor mindset like her. All the problem can be solved. Progress? Not started. I don't even know how and where to begin.

Apps Builder
I have watched a video last time where a kid started to develop apps when he was 8 years old. I was like wow. Outcome? I have designed a few easy apps where template has been given and I have published it in Google Apps store. However my account got terminated because of e-book copyright issue. I need to redo but I simply don't have time. Now I demotivated to continue.  

  

Graphic Designer

I picked up a designing skills when I learn how to build wallpaper and design when developing apps. I realized I don't need a good drawing or coloring skills. I learned how to use GIMP software but the progress has been halted after I stopped building apps. Now I demotivated to continue.  

Educator

I have no idea what does this mean now. Sometimes I feel I enjoy teaching people, sometimes I just don't have the patient. Plan? Not sure yet. 

Marathon Runner
My initial motivation was to be healthy and to reduce my blood pressure. I have joined 44 running events so far and mostly are 10 km. I'm joined half marathon once and I wish that is my last because at the end of the day I can't feel my leg anymore. Last Sunday supposed to be my second half marathon event but I didn't go due to virus that is spreading all over the world. Better be safe than sorry.

Entrepreneur

The more I think about this, the more I have no idea what does it mean. Plan? Not sure yet. 

Lastly, I wish have a freelance job and I can travel all over the world.

I also wish to write a fantasy novel.

61. My heart sank

I didn't talk with my colleague since this morning. He sent me an email last week to remind me to do a report and then cc our boss. That task is not even mine to begin with. I got 7 reports to go plus his additional 3 reports which I willing to help to submit before Jun 2020 but he freaking need to sent email to remind me. I'm kinda pissed off.

Just now he was eating a dinner, then suddenly I smelled something weird coming from his place. I was thinking, "Impossible the smell coming from his rice, right. He seems enjoying it. Where the smell come from?".

Feeling something was not right and after a few minutes, I'm brave myself to asked him," I think probably your rice already stale. Can you smell it?" He said no. I took his rice and confirm it. Then I remember, his nose got some problem but I didn't know he completely lost his smell senses. He almost finished it. After I warned him, he still continue to eat it. My heart sank. If I warn him earlier, he probably won't eat dinner that already stale.